Sunday, August 30, 2009
Title-less...
I have no intention to write this blog today. Just have such a feeling that I couldn't get it away. This feeling stay with me for almost a week. It came right after the mid semester break. The feeling had made me uneasy for such a long time. I have tried my very best to get rid of the feeling. I have tried my very best to chase away the feeling and yet, it still wandering around me. I hate this kind of feeling. It consists of love, hate, jealous and hatred. This is not a good feeling to have. I don't know why. May be I am too sensitive. My friend to me that it is because I too attache to the particular incident or person. May be yes, I guess. I think I am attached to that particular incident and person, both. Attachment makes me feel like that. How do I cut off all these attachments? I don't know. I hate this feeling...I hate it....
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don't try to get rid your feeling intentionally. let it be gone effortlessly. because when u intentionally get rid of the feeling, u will ony kept thinking of the feeling and eventually u attract the feeling and the feeling wont be gone. instead pray to urself that the u will become better, back to ur old self, silently and sincerely. perhaps everytime before u go to bed and when u wake up.
to be able to get rid of attachment, begin it with your mind. meditation as we all knw is one of the best medicine to tame the mind.
with metta,
small gan aka er ge.
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