Im home..again..

haha...im home...well,this time,no more phew...im home..haha..this kind of feeling,no more the feeling of suprise...haha..it's like usual d...anyway,i have missed out the interview of being a committee of JKP in my college...i very scare now..i scare i cant stay in college for the next year...kinda of scare....if i cant stay in college,what can i do?where should i stay? stay outside?it's expensive....how?huh!!!!....

Yo..going back home...

Oh yes..going back home tomorrow. Kinda of happy..hope to be at home now...well, this time, i have to sacrisfy the chances to become a committee of JKP in my college as i cant attend the interview which will be held tomorrow. I have cut down my chance of staying in college for next year as i cant be the committee...anyway, hopefully it doesnt affect much...I really hope to stay in college...
love,
kaichur

1 month passed....

wow..time passed so fast...1 month...look like very long..but it seem to be short instead...So fast...i have been here in UM for 1 month...well, life goes on smoothly for me...enjoyed myself here too...being participated in all the activities,though sometime make me feel so tired and even slept in the class as i slept late the day before, i still feel nice and happy with it...
we just went to have our CC supper night yesterday...this is the 1st ever time i eat pork after i enter UM, i means with all the ppl same college with me...we celebrated our friends birthday together, sing together, and also watch the performance of "wu Shi"..though we need to take a long journey to reach the restaurant and from the restaurant to UM,it's worth. All the seniors are so care about us...CC is really like a family...
going back home for these few weeks...haha...nice feeling...i love to go back...but hate to wait bus from UM to Pudu or from Pudu to UM,as the bus really slow and the bus driver mostly not polite...huh!...the chancelor not allowed us to ride motor,or even drive car..how can we go to class if our fac is far away from our college and how are we going out if the bus or shuttle service is so bad???huh!! hate it...i would rather hope that i have a car here...huh!!
love,
kaichur

A Family Camp...

why i call this a family camp? because it let me has the feeling of back to home. What camp is it? Let me tell you..
I attended a camp in YBAM for last two days, organized by PBUM. It's a great camp for me. WHY? Nothing much. As it give me the feeling of back to home..It's like im back to Teluk Intan. Yeah..Im back to PBHP. PBHP is my second home. a home that i love. I found it here. GREAT!!!
Well, it's a great camp where i get to know all the participants and the committees. There was just 9 participants and almost 20 committee members. WOW! 2 committees take care of 1 participant. It's nice. HAHA...We played lots of games in the camp. I played it before ..but it's another feeling now..haha...
Next,i met with my hometown-mate, joo huat in this camp. HAHA...this make me feel like more like in home..best of all..i love the feeling...haha..
I miss PBHP in TELUK INTAN.. i miss my gang in PBHP.. i miss the life there...when can i back to the time??? Soon..i will soon... and in the same time i will join PBUM. hopefully,PBUM is my 3rd home...
love,
kaichur

Cloud of sadness on the top...

It should be an enjoyable and happy night for me during this Wednesday as I joined the PBUM MSK(Malam Suai Kenal) and I did meet a lot of my old friends there,e.g Saw Koon,Joo Huat,Pei Wen, Yong Hao, Ze Hao, and also,my neighbour, Zi Jian. It was really like a gathering for me that night. I was touched by the performance and in the same time I enjoyed the feeling and the songs indeed. I still remember when I hug Pei Wen as I saw her, tears of happiness rolling out from my eyes automatically. It's real!Real tears from the bottom of my heart. It's like,"Wow!I'm back in Teluk Intan and PBHP"..I love the feeling, really..I love it...For me,having a hug with a friend is a very touching thing and it really let me feel warm and touch. I was stepped into UM since 29 of June, it had been almost 1 month here, and this night is the first time I met with all my friends that in UM. That's why i said that this night is a meaningful night for me.
I was still very happy untill I reached my hostel or college as what we used to call now. My friends and I went to the mamak stall next to our college to have a cup of tea and some food as we were not taken our dinner that day. Once we reached there, I received a SMS, it's from my best ever friend. I was happy when I saw his name appeared in my inbox. When I open the message, GOSH!his grandmother passed away. It's indeed a very very very very very very very bad news for me. I just visited his grandmother on the Saturday before I came back to UM,she was still alright and can recognized me. I was thinking I'm going to join a camp at YBAM this Saturday and want to look for a CD that Bee Sim bought for Mrs.Leow and buy it to give to his grandmother,but now,seems like,it's too late. Anyway,I understand that this is a relief for his grandmother as she had been suffered from cancer for so long, even the parasetamol can't cure her pain and she needed to take morphin to stop the pain. Besides, I knew that he is tired of running from hospital to shop and from shop to home and from home to hospital everyday and even sacrisfied his job...Anyway, I knew that he is more than willing to do that. Now, guess his grandmother's funeral has over and everything will soon back to normal. Oops, nope, it shouldn't be, as there will be a feeling of lack of something in the house i guess just like what I felt when my father and my grandfather passed away. I knew the feeling well but I can't help much as I'm far apart. Anyway,deep in my heart,I wish...He and his family can soon adapt to the life that lack of his grandmother...Deep condolence from me...
love,
kaichur

Adapting to the new style of teaching...

Being spoonfed since i was in kindergarten,everything,my teachers will prepare for me. No matter is notes, exercises, activities or whatever,they will prepare it nicely to me,likewise,i just need to complete them nicely. Now,it's really different,i have to do everything,every single thing by myself...so sad..shouldn't say sad,just very tough as i m being spoonfed since very young. Now, i have to search materials online,rearrange them,copy and paste, then pass up to lecturer...It seems like easy,anyway,i feel so hard..anyway,im taking my time to adapt myself to the system as well.
Now,we have to take signature from our seniors,just chinese seniors,there are around 96 chinese seniors,now i hv got 80seniors,hope i can get my target soon. this time,the activity is different. we really know our seniors and seniors also take their time to know bout us..sometime,we take signature till 1am,anyway,it's worth,as we chat and know each other better.i love this kind of feeling.haha...anyway,nice to have all these seniors here.they really help me alot,thanks a lot...
love,
kaichur

a meaningful day...

wow...19th of july 2008, a meaningful day for me since the day i come to UM. What is so meaningful? haha...i followed the Persatuan Buddhist UM to Tiratana orphanage and pay a visit there. Well,though need to wake up early in the morning which i don't like to do on Saturday.haha...you might think i am lazy,i admit, i am..
well,went to Tiratana orphanage is my wish as well,as that day i watched the 8tv's news which screened out the orphanage...once i reached there,there was an indian girl who is so cute hug me immediately...i know,she love the kind of feeling of hugging...me 2..she gave me a kiss as well,that's nice...well,today is Chief Rev--Rev. Tiratana 's birthday...those children had done a good job in performing a very nice dance to their beloved father,Rev.Tiratana...today was the 1st time i managed to talk to rev and being so close to him.he is so nice,kind and adorable as well when he smile..haha..taken a pic with him.haha
then,we proceed to the buddhist house of Persatuan Buddhist University Malaya. i went to "hua yu" xue yuan. they sang the song that im so familiar to,that is "yuan zhi jia","ba ai chuan xia qu" and "A family we are"...those are the songs that i learnt in PBHP.the feeling is like Im back to Teluk Intan,Im in PBHP...when sharing,i told them bout it...i really thank those committee from the bottom of my heart as you all really touched my heart today..thanks a lot for letting me feel that im home,make me feel so warm and happy...i love it!...
love,
kaichur

So worried...

it's kinda of worried...
worry of what?
bout my friend...
this has never happened to him..
this is the first time..
No message,no email..
even MSN has off...
what had happen?
i really don't know
sorry for not being concern to you,
my dear friend..
be tough is what i want to see from you..
anyhow,
i know you will...
as you always tough and independent...

well,
there is another friend of mine,
worry bout job,family and his grandma...
i did nothing to help,
what i can do is just watches the colour of happiness
walked out from his face slowly..
seeing him with the colourless face,
i feel so down...
well,i just can wish u...
all the best and u can you it..

love,
kaichur

Wow!signature again...

guess it has been a tradition that getting signature from seniors of my college,the 7th college. at first,we were asked to get the signature of all the Pembantu Mahasiswa in our college when the orientation week. There were 41 Pembantu Mahasiswa in my college. Well,that is hard enough for me to get all the signatures. Anyway,i managed to get around 25 signatures.Anyway,what im proud of myself is that i can get the signature from all the Chinese Pembantu Mahasiswa. Wow!..haha...
well,now,we were told to get a minimum number of 200 signature from our seniors who stay in this college.there are Seniors,Super Seniors and Super Duper Seniors in my college. Well,until now,i have got around 100 signatures..Well,that is only half of the target...still have 100 to go..tmr is the deadline anyway,hopefully there isn't any punishment if we cant get 200 signatures...i dont hope to have half stand anymore,i cant stand it.haha..as im weak in physical activities...many people know that..
it's been the 2nd day of the 4th week im here.everything since go smoothly within this period of time,just that my english is very poor,i need to put extra efforts compare to my other coursemates.i need to search the meaning of the words from dictionary more often.so,now when i study,there is a dictionary beside me.and i take almost half an hour to digest what i read in a page..anyway,hope to speed up after this..haha...
love,
kaichur

going bek to kl tmr..

tmr going bek to kl lo...so sad...gona leave my lovely home again n hv to stay alone in kl....no more nice rice and vege...o malay food...wat to do?haiz...gona be tough lo..as wat my fren say,i ady grow up..gona tough d...n im tough before this..i can handle many thing by myself..so..this i can oso...KAICHUR..GAMBATEH!!!

im home..

well,when i 1st reach TELUK INTAN..i was like..wow..IM BACK...it's kinda of cheer and happy...tears started rolling in my eyes...well,u may say im a girl that like to cry...ya,i admit,im..haha..i m so happy when i c my mom and my bro..the kind of happiness ..i cant describe via verbal..hard..haha..now only i know how's the feeling of boss when he back from aus...it's really nice indeed....
well,have been in the univ for 1 week and 4 days..adapted d...anyway,was having flu last few days..till now,hard to survive as no nice medicine to eat n caring from my mom..anyway,im at home now..can recover 100% d..haha..
throughout this weeks,i have known alot of frens,some are seniors,some same badge,some from china,some indians, some malays...and lot lot more...we do have nice experience of cheering togehter,having breakfast together,go to class together...manythings more...
cnt forget is my frens who stay same room with me who treat me so good,always ask me do u need warm water to tk medicine..it's so nice...haha.thx ya...sing ee and wei yin...next is my coursemate+neighbour,shin yen,thx for accompany me all the time...and not forget oso Sangitha and Mariane Mellisa Ng who teach me and correct my english..thx alot..
hope to enjoy the time being in ti....
love,
kaichur

my orientation...

my orientation week in Za'Ba ,the 7th recidential college just finished yesterday...well,it's a good,nice,and tired experience for me...the pembantu mahasiswa are so good who take good care of us and help us in many things..i m so happy and so glad to enter this college as i hv heard my friend who are from different college told me how "cruel" is their Pembantu mahasiswa ...haha..dump them into the big tank which full of cold water and detergent....then put on lot's of flour and belacan on their face,hair and even shirt...wow...it seem like quite nice..but i was glad that i never met this..haha...
well,yesterday was the malam persembahan for our orientation week..at first,we were so disappointed as our group won so little of prize...other colleges are winning all night long...well,in the morning we was punished due to we did'nt do our cheers nicely..anyway,the punishment pays when we won the CHAMPION for our cheers competition..we are the BEST among 12colleges...well,the happiness,i cant describe it out...we shouted and shouted happily..and finally sleep at 5am and wake up at 8am today...haha...well,it's a nice experience though..haha
today,went to my uncle's house to claim my laptop...it's really hard to get here..however,i made it!!!!it's not hard already if i don't mind to open my mouth and ask....that's what i discovered..indeed,i have knew a new friend while taking bus to my uncle's house...
well,i wil soon adapt myself well here..even i cried when my mom phone me for the 1st few days..i even sms to my friend and say that i really useless, cause, i thought myself wont miss home,well,it's proven that im ..i do have homesick too...
love,
kaichur