Monday, August 3, 2009

A Visit to Ti-Ratana

02/08/09
this is a special day where we, the MSK committee members and the participants, paid a visit to the Ti-Ratana orphanage and old folks home. There were a lot of changes and uncertain circumstances happened before the trip. Pei Wen and I were very worry about it. However, with the blessings from the Buddha, everything done smoothly and successfully.
I went out from my college at around 9.30a.m. with Rui Jie and Meng Choo. We went to SS2 to collect the cakes for the children and went to SS17 to take our things. Then I went to take a car from Yue Yin. She borrowed us her car. So, i have to drive it back to UM. This is the first time I drive Proton Waja. This is also the first time i drive an auto-gear car. Last but not least, this is the first time I drive out campus. Haha..so many first time. I was quite nervous at first, i did manage to overcome it and drive steadily and safely back to UM. Phew...Finally. Haha..
Then, we departed from the bus stop in UM by a bus from Ti-Ratana at around 11a.m. It took us around half an hour to reach Ti-Ratana which situated in Desa Petaling. Once we reached there, we approached Christine, the person in-charge in Ti-Ratana. We went to the old folks home first before we further to orphanage because the children were having their Sunday School in Maha Vihara Briekfield. So, we went to the old folks home and have a warm and caring chit-chatting session with all the old folks there. At first, I did not know what to talk to the old folks. I just looked around and tried to find some old folks that have no people talk to them. I saw one uncle, he was sleeping on his bed. When it's time for lunch, he woke up. No one trying to serve him. I made a move forward and asked him whether he need me to help him to take his food? He said, no, thanks, i have taken my lunch. He asked me where am I from and we started our conversation. He told me he was just came three days ago. He committed suicide, but not successful. He had depression and his sister does not have the ability and is weak in mentally to take care of him. So, she decided to let him stay in Ti-Ratana. He told me that he do not want to burden his sister,so he stay here. But now, he felt so undecided whether want to go home or want to stay. He felt so confused. He wish to go home and help his sister and yet if he go home, he will become a big burden for his sister as he is having very serious depression right now. He told me one thing, doctor told him that his sickness can recover and it depends 50% on medicine and 50% on himself. I told the uncle, :"uncle, now u depend 50% on medicine, 50% on yourself. Later on, depend on yourself 60%, 70% and finally 100%. " He smile. Finally, he smile. I told him that he look so handsome once he smile. He smile even broader. This is the first time I will feel that i want to come back and help this uncle when i visit to old folks home. This is really the first time. I do hope i can go back again in some day. I hope so..
After we visited old folks home, we had our lunch which we prepared in the multipurpose hall at Ti-Ratana. I started to set up the things for the party later on. When the children came back from Sunday school and finish taken their bath, they came into the hall. I was expecting the children will be very cute and well-disciplined. Well, there was a bit out of my expectation. Some of them are cute and very helpful. However, some they really naughty and they only listen to Christine, who they called her as Mummy. I really respect Christine as she can manage those children and they respect her so much. She did not scold them but they listened to her. She is really great! After the party and games with all the children, the party ended. We cleaned the hall and in the same time, i went to distribute all the presents which were left over to all the old folks. I saw the uncle again. He was smiling. I felt so nice and he said thanks to me. I felt so warm.
UNCLE, You Must Take Good Care of Yourself and You Can Do IT!!!
tonight, i have done something that i have never do before. I have done it...~~This is the uncle that i have been mentioned just now. Isn't him look nice when he smile???

Monday, July 27, 2009

Two activities done...

Finally, two activities had done. I feel much release now. No more frequent meeting now... I can enjoy my night in my room again. hahaha...Yesterday was a nice day for me. Not really day, it's actually the night time is the nice part. We had our college CC supper night yesterday night.The food was OK, i was eating with those who are vegetarian. Well, i hope to eat pork, but because of the amount of people who want to eat vege, i have to join in the table. anyway, after surveying, i found that mine is much more better compare to those who eat meat. Haha..kind of proud. Though it was tiring, i felt so happy for it yesterday night. WHY???haha...i also don't know why. haha....well, it is kind of release as we have finish two big activities of CC. However, there are still a lot of things to come ....I have to work harder and do the best for the coming activities. I can do it. Yes, i can.
Oh yes, i finished my first assignment in this semester. Haha..finally, after struggling for almost 3 days, finally i finish it..HAHAHA...there will be a lot of assignments to come...I am waiting for it. ..ngek ngek....

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Meeting phobia....

I have found out that i have a kind of sickness recently. I have meeting-phobia...I really scare of the word--MEETING. I have a series of meeting in the past week. During last week, there was not only 1 meeting each day, but 2 to 3 meetings in a day. I felt tensed up when i receive any message that call me for a meeting. HOwever, that is my job. I have to pay my responsibility. I have to work for it. I knwo what can i do now is to find the medicine for this sickness and recover as soon as possible. I have a lot of things to do soon. I have to be tough. I am tough and yes, i am really tough. THat is the real KaiChur...

Thursday, July 23, 2009

A meaningful Wednesday and Tiring Thursday...

22/7/2009 (Wednesday)
Today is a special day. Why is it so special? It is the day for the talk by Bro. Law Chu Hian which is one of the program under PBUM MSK. I was so worry on the amount of people that will turn up in the morning. I was so surprise when i once stepped into the auditorium. Oh GOSH! such a big auditorium. It makes me feel even worry. If the amount of people turn up just less than 10, how?However, i was glad that there is at least 30people who come for this talk. Bro. Law Chu Hian is really a great speaker. Well, i was proud of him as he is my super duper duper ex-senior of my course. He is really a great speaker. The talk is so meaningful and i do learn a lot from this talk. I have learnt how to live life in a better way. That is i have to be satisfied with whatever i have now. THe more i can appreciate, the better the life i have. It is true! Though i know this theory since i was in my hometown until now, i never practise it. today's talk is the greatest talk that i have ever attend. Meaningful and not dull at all.. FOr those who attend, thanks for your support. I love to thanks to bro law chu hian too...He is so kind and so great. He did not mind on the attendance and still carry on with the talk even there is just a few people. then he did a great job during his talk where he make us laugh and laugh and laugh and he gave us a lot of information. Let us have a second talk again soon, k?
Many MSK AJK sick already...MSK AJK, must take good care of yourself oh...I still need you all to help me in MSK camp and MSK charity visit. I lOVE YOU ALL!!!

With daddy and Law Chu Hian..

With Bro.Law Chu Hian



23/7/2009(Thursday)
a very very tiring day. Was having class from 8-12.30..then have a nap and went out with yen to midvalley to buy something and then attended the NVC gathering. We had a great gathering with all the seniors and juniors in the secret recipe. Wow!what a nice thing to have. miss all of you!we did have a great day out there....

Zhong Weng, Yen, and I
It's time to makan....
Yen and I....

I love this pic so much...
My chicken cordon bleu...yummy~

THe cute bear that i give to my dearest neighbour chia sing
Our Ex-director a.k.a camera man that nite...keep on snap photo
SMILE~~

Saturday, July 18, 2009

I watch Departure again..

Today is the happiest day once i came back to KL since the last travel back to home. I was having brunch with ah siong, Zu dian, Meyi, Roger and Siew Chong..Well, from the name list, i am the only junior. haha...Well, it's nice to have brunch with all of them, the "old" ppl. Haha..we had a very long conversation. I have learnt a lot from them today. Unfortunately, there is something sad happened, Ah siong's car kena saman. Haha...pity siong...
Then, i came back to college and went out again with zhong weng to midvalley to watch movie. We planned to watch Departure on 3.35pm. When we reached Midvalley, it's already 3pm. So we rushed to the cinema and found that there was a lot of people lining up to buy ticket. Luckily, we managed to get the ticket on 3.40pm then we run into the cinema. the show was just started. PHEW...The Departure is really a very very nice story. I watch it twice already. I love it. It brings a lot of meaning to me. It makes me think of my father. I was so bad that i did not walk forward to see my father before he was being sent into the coffin. I scared...After that, i miss him. I was so regret that i didnt touch him for the last time and i did not kiss him. I miss him.. i really miss him...where is he now??i was chatting with my aunt just now via MSN. We were talking bout my kaijie's convocation. THen we discussed bout my convocation then, i said, how good it is if my father is here. He will attend my convocation with my mom..I hope both of them can see me graduate. But now, only my mother can attend my convocation. .....
LIfe is really impermanance. Appreciate what you have now and appreciate the moment you earn. Love everyone ....

Thursday, July 16, 2009

What is in my mind???

What is in my mind?
I don't know
At first,
I have the most energetic voice
and most confident heart
I said that
"Even it only has 1 participant, I will continue to do it"
But now,
There is no participant,
What a sad news,
My heart was broke and full of disappointment
Luckily,
Kok Siong, Ya Kin and all the residents in Xiang Yun
help us to call the participant one by one
THanks a lot.
I felt that I am so useless
Useless in the sense that i let go so easily
While others who are not the organizer help up
I should have take up the job to call
Not them
While me sitting in my room,
Don't know what to do
Why??
Am I coward or Am I irresponsible???

Sunday, July 12, 2009

I am Back...

Back in UM, it signifies that my busy life starts. Was at home for 4 days. I got a more than enough rest at home. However, once i stepped in KL, i could feel the heaviness of my legs that they do not want to step down from the car. I knew that once I stepped into 7th college, my challenge starts,but i have to face the challenge.
I do not know what happen to me this few days. I feels so tired to do anything. I have hurt him again, even his grandmother just passed away, i still wana hurt him. I am really bad. I knew that. But, i have done it. I can't move back. What daddy say is correct, though i have promised daddy that i will forget the old one and try to accept the new one, yet, i did not do that. I don't know why. Just could not drag him out from my heart. He is like sticking in my heart by using the elephant glue.
Tomorrow will be a brand new day ahead. I can do it. Right? i know i can. And i believe I can.
p/s: would like to congrat chungszuan and ke sin, haha..happy coupling...have a sweet sweet couple life.

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