Just watched a movie...it's about how a dog save the life of a family in Japan during the 2004 earthquake. while watching the movie, i felt so sad and touch...first of all, it let me think of my dear daddy. The one who plays the role of daddy, looks like my daddy. Really...it makes me think of him...it has been almost 10years i didn't see my daddy d...i miss him so much...miss his voice,his face, his hugs...Daddy, where r u now? i really miss u....
then...as the story going on, i was so suprised with the little girl, named ah~ya..she is so tough and so lovely, she has the kind heart that an adult will not have. She will think of question such as, "does doggie has parents?if they have no parents, they will be very lonely,aren't them?"she also raised up a question that touched my heart.when the earthquake happened, she was with her grandfather and almost lost their life. luckily, the little dog,mali save them.she asked "y can't save mali as well?she is so pity..she has no parents"...we as human,or an adult, will not even think of wana save a little dog when facing such an accident where life of human is more important..isn't it human and animal both the same?can breath, has their own life, can survive?y sumtime we chose to sacrisfy the animal?
I am not a kind person neither a person who love animal. as i scare dogs, cats, snakes...any kind of animal, i feel scare of them..though i think they are cute, once they come near me, they aren't cute anymore.my friend always scold me, my size is thousands times bigger than those animals, why i so scare of them?i also don't know...
back again, the feeling of missing my dad is even stronger when it comes to the scene where the father try his very best to save his children and also find them when they were lost in the forest. i think of my dad again. And the dad used to say sorry to his children...my dad did so too...i stil remember once my daddy scolded me, at night, he came and kissed on my forehead and say, "kaichur, sorry ya, daddy doesn't mean to scold u so fierce, if u not naughty daddy wont scold u, u must be guai guai ya.."there was once, where my dad wrote a letter to me when he was working in China, i still remember the very sentences:"kaichur, u r the eldest daughter of daddy and mommy, u must take up the responsible of daddy to look after ur siblings while daddy not around and work hard in ur study. try to help mommy in household chores as well.u r the daughter that daddy love and love and love so much..." everytime, i read until this line, my tears will roll down like water fall...Daddy, i know...but i never try my best..sorry daddy....if u r still here, hope that you will feel glad with what i have achieved so far. though it is not a very good result, at least, i fulfill ur dream, that is enter UM..i done it...daddy, i manage to do it....
Daddy, i miss you...i really miss you....
I LOVE YOU..
love,
kaichur
