Few memorable dates in my 2nd year 1st sem...

Well, there are few dates that I would like to jot down in my diary here.
10/9/09
This is a historical date. Why do I say so??? My journey of becoming the exco of PBUM started on this day. This is the day which I nominated to become the Pengerusi Jawatankuasa Seksyen Sosial of PBUM. I have been struggled for many days before I went to nominate to become EXCO. I have a lot of worries in me. I worried that I don't have enough time to handle so many things in once, I have lesser time to go home, I have no time to have outing with my coursemates and friends and so on. There are too much of worries in me. My heart divided into two parts, 1 part wish to become EXCO, another part feel so scare to take up the job. It continued until the day before nomination, I went to Buddhist House and had dinner together with Ji Chi Shi Fu. She had reminded me that there was a batch of seniors who brought me and guided me throughout the year, it's time for me to contribute to PBUM. Besides, I had a long chat with Zhi Ming, he did tell me a lot of things that made me feel that I should become a part of EXCO.

13/9/09

My brother's 17th birthday. I didn't plan to go home this week. But something pulled me back. I miss home so much. Thus, I went to buy ticket from KPS after the nomination and run back on that day. Luckily, I was back at home to celebrate my brother's birthday. Time passed...So fast, he is 17th years old now. He is taller than me now. A little boy had grew up to become a youth. Though the celebration was not a big one, yet, it's nice to be with family. I enjoyed and appreciate the time being with my family now.

17/9/09

Another big day in my university life. This is the day which we have our Annual General Meeting of PBUM. This is the day, I become the EXCO of PBUM. I am EXCO now.There is no way for me to step back. What i can do is look forward and stride the noble path with my team mates. I am sure we can make it and try our very best to take care of PBUM. YEAH!!!

19/9/09-21/9/09

CC trip to Pangkor. It's a nice trip to enjoy myself with all the CC members. I love you all. It's great to have you all with us. thanks for attending the trip. Without you all, the trip is meaningless.

22/9/09-24/9/09

Had dinner with shin yen's family and zhong weng. enjoy the time being together with them. Yen's parents are nice. Zhong Weng stayed in my house for 2 days. Sorry zhong weng for not giving u a memorable trip where I didnt bring you to visit to any place. But, Teluk Intan is really small where you can visit it within half day. Haha...Anyway, hope u did enjoy they time being with my family.

24/9/09-27/9/09

Attended a camp by PBUM. Where we started to take over the job from the ex-exco. It's a nice camp where I learnt a lot and know much about PBUM. There are a lot of things that I have to take care of. THis is a great chance for 13 of us, the exco, to gather and know each other better. Now, we are a family. Great!!! In this camp, I had a lao dou, Guo Xiang..THanks for teaching me everything about my post. I will try my best de, lao dou, dont worry^^..

A day...

I woke up early in the morning today. It was 6.05a.m. Some people might think that why am I wake up so early today? haha...it's because I went to a Dana with my friends this morning in Brickfield Maha Vihara. This is my first time of doing such Dana since I entered UM. It's quite fresh for me. I had a long time never do Dana already. I love to do this again in the future.

Then, after came back from Brickfield, I went to the Miao xi group gathering in KPS. It's a nice gathering. KhangZheng and Chai Yu prepared well for their sharing. I felt so guilty as they had prepared it with their heart and yet I was not paying attention. I was too sleepy. Thus, my eyes closed automatically in certain time. Haha...however, i did manage to make it open again after all.

In the afternoon, went to Mid Valley to watch a movie with a friend. I watched "Imagine That". It is a great movie to watch. Recommended from me. It's great movie where it brings out the moral value of the importance of family members compare to career. I love the movie. It's great! It makes me think of my father who passed away. He used to take good care of me and my siblings and my mother as well. We are a happy family. Though he is not here right now, I can feel that he is around me, protecting me whenever I have any problem.

Then, when I reached college again, my friend, Kai Wen sms me and told me that he had finished compose the song that I gave him the lyrics during June. I was so happy. I love the song. It's a great song for me. It's what I want. I love the melody. Tears rolling in my eyes even i had listened to it for more than 10times. I miss you, my dear father...

平凡的我，快乐人生

“平凡的我，快乐人生”是马大佛学会资料展座谈会的主题.
曾经，我曾想过，我的人生虽平凡但精彩。
我并没有漂亮的样貌，但我五官齐全。我的家庭不富有，但我们三餐温饱、能受教育。我的父亲不是有名的政治家、明星、或任何受人崇拜的人物，但他无时无刻的陪伴我成长，看着我长大。若我的父亲是名医生，或许我的童年并不是如此的璀璨而是孤独且欠缺父爱的。我的母亲虽然只是一位小学老师，但我很感恩。因为她是老师，所以她才能有足够的时间监督我及弟妹们的学业，让我们能健康快乐的成长。朋友们都有了男女朋友，我还是单身，我却感恩因为我还是自由的。虽然有时会希望我能脱离单身的生活，加入朋友们的阵容，但可遇不可求，一切顺其自然吧！就如子贤师兄所说的，单身也可以很快乐！不是吗？我虽然没有超人的智慧，但从小到大我都能保持着标榜的成绩，至少保留在精英班里。哈哈！就是比上不足，比下有余哪一类。虽然进入马大，开始时有些怨言，抱怨宿舍的设备、大学的不平待遇等等，但想一想，当时我是发愿要来马大成为马大的学生然后进入教育界的，愿是我发的，所以坦然地接受了。我没有很多的朋友，但我有着知己、我信任的朋友。一班可以和我一同成长的朋友，一班可以和我一同分担与分享的朋友，一班可以和我一同精进的法侣，一班可以让我有安全感的朋友。朋友不在乎多，但在乎其质量，不是吗？
平凡的我，到底如何快乐呢？知足常乐是我在中三是突发奇想的人生座右铭。当时的我，并不知足，常常抱怨。抱怨为何父亲去世得早，为何没有人爱我，为何家里并不富有，为何我的朋友们能这么得出名，为何我并不起眼，为何我总不能引起大家的注意，为何我的口才没有其他人好，一大堆的为何在我心中不停的盘旋，一直找不到答案。到后来，中二时，开始接触会佛教，才慢慢的发现，一切随缘，一切事情的发生都是有它的因缘所在。所以，知足常乐，是最佳的人生观。到后来，进入中六，更深一层的接触佛法时，原来并不是知足常乐就是最佳的人生观。反而应该知足的当儿，想想如何让人生更充实，更有意义。
虽然，到了现在，脑海中有着佛法的影子，可是我还是凡人，总会有贪噌痴的干扰。三毒不时地浮现于生活的每一个过程，虽然我可观内心，看到我的三毒正升起了，但时常都无法压抑他们。真是内疚！要怪只能说我不够精进。哈哈！从这一刻开始，应该更加的精进学习将这三毒给吹毁。让他们远离我！我知道五戒是什么，明白皈依三宝的用意，但我迟迟还未皈依，原因只有一个，就是我怕我不能守五戒。很可笑吧,我也这么觉得。
平凡的我，快乐的人生，不是不可能的，只是在于我们如何奉献自己造福他人。
恺慈，加油！从这一刻起，多奉献，少计较、多布施，少贪恋、多感恩，少抱怨、多爱语，少妄语、多行善，少破坏。