Thursday, July 31, 2008

Im home..again..

haha...im home...well,this time,no more phew...im home..haha..this kind of feeling,no more the feeling of suprise...haha..it's like usual d...anyway,i have missed out the interview of being a committee of JKP in my college...i very scare now..i scare i cant stay in college for the next year...kinda of scare....if i cant stay in college,what can i do?where should i stay? stay outside?it's expensive....how?huh!!!!....

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Yo..going back home...

Oh yes..going back home tomorrow. Kinda of happy..hope to be at home now...well, this time, i have to sacrisfy the chances to become a committee of JKP in my college as i cant attend the interview which will be held tomorrow. I have cut down my chance of staying in college for next year as i cant be the committee...anyway, hopefully it doesnt affect much...I really hope to stay in college...
love,
kaichur

Monday, July 28, 2008

1 month passed....

wow..time passed so fast...1 month...look like very long..but it seem to be short instead...So fast...i have been here in UM for 1 month...well, life goes on smoothly for me...enjoyed myself here too...being participated in all the activities,though sometime make me feel so tired and even slept in the class as i slept late the day before, i still feel nice and happy with it...
we just went to have our CC supper night yesterday...this is the 1st ever time i eat pork after i enter UM, i means with all the ppl same college with me...we celebrated our friends birthday together, sing together, and also watch the performance of "wu Shi"..though we need to take a long journey to reach the restaurant and from the restaurant to UM,it's worth. All the seniors are so care about us...CC is really like a family...
going back home for these few weeks...haha...nice feeling...i love to go back...but hate to wait bus from UM to Pudu or from Pudu to UM,as the bus really slow and the bus driver mostly not polite...huh!...the chancelor not allowed us to ride motor,or even drive car..how can we go to class if our fac is far away from our college and how are we going out if the bus or shuttle service is so bad???huh!! hate it...i would rather hope that i have a car here...huh!!
love,
kaichur

Sunday, July 27, 2008

A Family Camp...

why i call this a family camp? because it let me has the feeling of back to home. What camp is it? Let me tell you..
I attended a camp in YBAM for last two days, organized by PBUM. It's a great camp for me. WHY? Nothing much. As it give me the feeling of back to home..It's like im back to Teluk Intan. Yeah..Im back to PBHP. PBHP is my second home. a home that i love. I found it here. GREAT!!!
Well, it's a great camp where i get to know all the participants and the committees. There was just 9 participants and almost 20 committee members. WOW! 2 committees take care of 1 participant. It's nice. HAHA...We played lots of games in the camp. I played it before ..but it's another feeling now..haha...
Next,i met with my hometown-mate, joo huat in this camp. HAHA...this make me feel like more like in home..best of all..i love the feeling...haha..
I miss PBHP in TELUK INTAN.. i miss my gang in PBHP.. i miss the life there...when can i back to the time??? Soon..i will soon... and in the same time i will join PBUM. hopefully,PBUM is my 3rd home...
love,
kaichur

Friday, July 25, 2008

Cloud of sadness on the top...

It should be an enjoyable and happy night for me during this Wednesday as I joined the PBUM MSK(Malam Suai Kenal) and I did meet a lot of my old friends there,e.g Saw Koon,Joo Huat,Pei Wen, Yong Hao, Ze Hao, and also,my neighbour, Zi Jian. It was really like a gathering for me that night. I was touched by the performance and in the same time I enjoyed the feeling and the songs indeed. I still remember when I hug Pei Wen as I saw her, tears of happiness rolling out from my eyes automatically. It's real!Real tears from the bottom of my heart. It's like,"Wow!I'm back in Teluk Intan and PBHP"..I love the feeling, really..I love it...For me,having a hug with a friend is a very touching thing and it really let me feel warm and touch. I was stepped into UM since 29 of June, it had been almost 1 month here, and this night is the first time I met with all my friends that in UM. That's why i said that this night is a meaningful night for me.
I was still very happy untill I reached my hostel or college as what we used to call now. My friends and I went to the mamak stall next to our college to have a cup of tea and some food as we were not taken our dinner that day. Once we reached there, I received a SMS, it's from my best ever friend. I was happy when I saw his name appeared in my inbox. When I open the message, GOSH!his grandmother passed away. It's indeed a very very very very very very very bad news for me. I just visited his grandmother on the Saturday before I came back to UM,she was still alright and can recognized me. I was thinking I'm going to join a camp at YBAM this Saturday and want to look for a CD that Bee Sim bought for Mrs.Leow and buy it to give to his grandmother,but now,seems like,it's too late. Anyway,I understand that this is a relief for his grandmother as she had been suffered from cancer for so long, even the parasetamol can't cure her pain and she needed to take morphin to stop the pain. Besides, I knew that he is tired of running from hospital to shop and from shop to home and from home to hospital everyday and even sacrisfied his job...Anyway, I knew that he is more than willing to do that. Now, guess his grandmother's funeral has over and everything will soon back to normal. Oops, nope, it shouldn't be, as there will be a feeling of lack of something in the house i guess just like what I felt when my father and my grandfather passed away. I knew the feeling well but I can't help much as I'm far apart. Anyway,deep in my heart,I wish...He and his family can soon adapt to the life that lack of his grandmother...Deep condolence from me...
love,
kaichur

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Adapting to the new style of teaching...

Being spoonfed since i was in kindergarten,everything,my teachers will prepare for me. No matter is notes, exercises, activities or whatever,they will prepare it nicely to me,likewise,i just need to complete them nicely. Now,it's really different,i have to do everything,every single thing by myself...so sad..shouldn't say sad,just very tough as i m being spoonfed since very young. Now, i have to search materials online,rearrange them,copy and paste, then pass up to lecturer...It seems like easy,anyway,i feel so hard..anyway,im taking my time to adapt myself to the system as well.
Now,we have to take signature from our seniors,just chinese seniors,there are around 96 chinese seniors,now i hv got 80seniors,hope i can get my target soon. this time,the activity is different. we really know our seniors and seniors also take their time to know bout us..sometime,we take signature till 1am,anyway,it's worth,as we chat and know each other better.i love this kind of feeling.haha...anyway,nice to have all these seniors here.they really help me alot,thanks a lot...
love,
kaichur

Saturday, July 19, 2008

a meaningful day...

wow...19th of july 2008, a meaningful day for me since the day i come to UM. What is so meaningful? haha...i followed the Persatuan Buddhist UM to Tiratana orphanage and pay a visit there. Well,though need to wake up early in the morning which i don't like to do on Saturday.haha...you might think i am lazy,i admit, i am..
well,went to Tiratana orphanage is my wish as well,as that day i watched the 8tv's news which screened out the orphanage...once i reached there,there was an indian girl who is so cute hug me immediately...i know,she love the kind of feeling of hugging...me 2..she gave me a kiss as well,that's nice...well,today is Chief Rev--Rev. Tiratana 's birthday...those children had done a good job in performing a very nice dance to their beloved father,Rev.Tiratana...today was the 1st time i managed to talk to rev and being so close to him.he is so nice,kind and adorable as well when he smile..haha..taken a pic with him.haha
then,we proceed to the buddhist house of Persatuan Buddhist University Malaya. i went to "hua yu" xue yuan. they sang the song that im so familiar to,that is "yuan zhi jia","ba ai chuan xia qu" and "A family we are"...those are the songs that i learnt in PBHP.the feeling is like Im back to Teluk Intan,Im in PBHP...when sharing,i told them bout it...i really thank those committee from the bottom of my heart as you all really touched my heart today..thanks a lot for letting me feel that im home,make me feel so warm and happy...i love it!...
love,
kaichur

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