It's really Pik Cheik when i found out many assignments and presentation not yet done and the due date is coming soon..it's even more pik- cheik when my group member show out their face as if they are so frustrated to me...well, i can understand their feeling as i have the same feeling too...however, i have try my best to make things easier but no ppl listen to me...that's the most sad things..lucky my best partner, yen knows how i feel and support me...thanks yen...nice to have you as the partner....
well, gona rush for the assignments again...KaICHUR GAMBATEH!! i can make it.....
love,
kaichur
Monday, October 13, 2008
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Life is so fragile and impermanence...
What is life?
It's a very fragile object.
We can't reach it,
We can't see it,
We don't know it,
but yet,
we still have to face it...
Where is life,
what should i do to make full use of my life before
I lost it?
I'm really fragile...
Life is even fragile..
Appreciate everyday
and I will be fine and happy...
love,
kaichur
It's a very fragile object.
We can't reach it,
We can't see it,
We don't know it,
but yet,
we still have to face it...
Where is life,
what should i do to make full use of my life before
I lost it?
I'm really fragile...
Life is even fragile..
Appreciate everyday
and I will be fine and happy...
love,
kaichur
Monday, October 6, 2008
Exam eXam exAm exaM....
Final exam is nearer and nearer, feel so nervous and yet lazy. Once i open my book, i don't feel like study. But when i wasted the whole day, i will feel so regret...what can i do to motivate myself to study? is it have to back to the old days where there is a group of people who will study together with me where i can concentrate with my study???? PBHP, i miss the library there...there is the place where i study and scored my good result in SPM and STPM...KL has no PBHP..so sad....
love,
kaichur
love,
kaichur
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
CC trip 08/09
Wow..i just back from Bagan Lalang yesterday. It's a beach side. A nice place to go. At first, i was thinking, how the trip will be? Will it be a memorable one, a nice one, a fantastic one???? And now i have the answer, IT"S REAL FUN, MEMORABLE, NICE, FANTASTIC and definately, CRAZZYY...
I love the trip so much. We left 7th college at around 10.30am by bus, along the way, i was sleeping..nothing much happened...When reach Sepang, i Woke up, and look around, i was thinking, WhY no beach at all???All i saw is just the palm trees and houses.THen i asked our leader, xue qian, where is the beach, he still balia and tell me the pond is our beach..pengsan...
FInally, i saw the beach.well, it's really a beach, with no sea water...WHY???because it's time for the water to go home and take a rest lo..hehe
Once we reached the apartment, we got into our room, well, it's much more better than what i imagine...2 rooms, 1 living room, 1 toilet and 1 bathroom,quite big for 6 ppl.and it's nice oso..so, have no bad comment. then we have our lunch..OH YES!!pork..haha..have a long time never eat pork d..finally..haha...then we have our games..WOW..super nice,all the 2nd year seniors, i really "pui fok" u all. I know they prepared it for several weeks and have been not enough sleep for many weeks..just for the trip. LOVE you ALL our 2nd year seniors..
then, the night, a memorable 1..WHY???i have a candle light dinner with my fake big hand, andy,well, it's just lucky that they have a lucky draw and im the lucky 1...well, feel so shy when sitting face to face with him,it's like very weird..haha...and then the night, we have a role play game, a real world role play game. WOW...though my group is the last group to start the game, we managed to get num 4..so glad..it's really a nice game and nice experience..and same, thanks to all 2nd years seniors who prepared it so hard for us...
the next day, we have our activities on the beach..so nice...i love all the games...i love the time being in the beach..so nice and relaxing...at night, we really rock bagan lalang, we have our talent nite, then have a dinner where every1 have to pair up with a partner, i got Ah Siong as my partner, a nice gentleman..haha...then we have a rock band from the 2nd year seniors, they are calvin, Nana, my buddy--Jessica, kok Yong, Teng yi, Pek har, ROger..so nice...we rock...7th ROCK!!!...
then the night, slept at 4am, balia with the balia king...know quite a lot of things....
haha
that's my CC trip..i LOVE it...THanks 2nd year seniors...LOVE you ALL
love,
KaiChur
I love the trip so much. We left 7th college at around 10.30am by bus, along the way, i was sleeping..nothing much happened...When reach Sepang, i Woke up, and look around, i was thinking, WhY no beach at all???All i saw is just the palm trees and houses.THen i asked our leader, xue qian, where is the beach, he still balia and tell me the pond is our beach..pengsan...
FInally, i saw the beach.well, it's really a beach, with no sea water...WHY???because it's time for the water to go home and take a rest lo..hehe
Once we reached the apartment, we got into our room, well, it's much more better than what i imagine...2 rooms, 1 living room, 1 toilet and 1 bathroom,quite big for 6 ppl.and it's nice oso..so, have no bad comment. then we have our lunch..OH YES!!pork..haha..have a long time never eat pork d..finally..haha...then we have our games..WOW..super nice,all the 2nd year seniors, i really "pui fok" u all. I know they prepared it for several weeks and have been not enough sleep for many weeks..just for the trip. LOVE you ALL our 2nd year seniors..
then, the night, a memorable 1..WHY???i have a candle light dinner with my fake big hand, andy,well, it's just lucky that they have a lucky draw and im the lucky 1...well, feel so shy when sitting face to face with him,it's like very weird..haha...and then the night, we have a role play game, a real world role play game. WOW...though my group is the last group to start the game, we managed to get num 4..so glad..it's really a nice game and nice experience..and same, thanks to all 2nd years seniors who prepared it so hard for us...
the next day, we have our activities on the beach..so nice...i love all the games...i love the time being in the beach..so nice and relaxing...at night, we really rock bagan lalang, we have our talent nite, then have a dinner where every1 have to pair up with a partner, i got Ah Siong as my partner, a nice gentleman..haha...then we have a rock band from the 2nd year seniors, they are calvin, Nana, my buddy--Jessica, kok Yong, Teng yi, Pek har, ROger..so nice...we rock...7th ROCK!!!...
then the night, slept at 4am, balia with the balia king...know quite a lot of things....
haha
that's my CC trip..i LOVE it...THanks 2nd year seniors...LOVE you ALL
love,
KaiChur
Monday, September 22, 2008
no scholarship...
oh my god..I have no scholarship to take for this year..no.. i should say is for my entire life in UM...the stupid scholarship need me to find 2 guarantors who are below 46 years old in order to approve my scholarship...where am i going to find a guarantor??? I was so worried and so "pik Cheik" when i knew about it...i even argues with my mom...I m so sorry, mom, i didn't mean to do so...I just thinking, I will be a great burden to you if i really can't get any scholarship...Im ur burden now, and yet, if i cant get scholarship, it's really a big burden for u...I'm so sorry..
I cried when my mom phoned and told me not to worry about the financial. She said she can handle it eventhough i have no scholarship..I think it's better to have scholarship...i really don't know how now...helpless...
I cried when my mom phoned and told me not to worry about the financial. She said she can handle it eventhough i have no scholarship..I think it's better to have scholarship...i really don't know how now...helpless...
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Missing you...
Suddenly, feel down..
Missing my dearest dad,
where is he now?
i wonder in my heart..
sky are blue,
clouds are white,
wind so strong,
blowing to my heart..
i feel warm,
why do so?
because of the feeling
missing you..
My dear dad,
i really miss u,
miss you a lot...
A lot...
your lovely daughter,
kaichur
Missing my dearest dad,
where is he now?
i wonder in my heart..
sky are blue,
clouds are white,
wind so strong,
blowing to my heart..
i feel warm,
why do so?
because of the feeling
missing you..
My dear dad,
i really miss u,
miss you a lot...
A lot...
your lovely daughter,
kaichur
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Mooncake Festival...
Happy Mooncake Festival..I m celebrating my brother's birthday just now...today is his birthday..and supprisingly, i met with a person that i really hope to meet when i come back everytime,and more supprise is he ask me out for dinner. i din attend anyway, as i hv to celebrate my brother's birthday...im so happy for it..
well,his mom came to my house and have a long talk with my mom,it's usual as my mom n his mom is so close until they can chat alot...now only i know, he is so good guy 1..anyway,that's y i like him so much ...well, it's an impossible mission for us to be together. it's nice to know him more..
i just told him,to forget a person dear to someone's heart needs time. it really need time to forget a person that u love and like...i really love him before,but now,just treat him as my brother and someone that i respect...i know he can manage everything well,i support him all the way..
mooncake festival is a festival that a family will gather and celebrate together..though father not with us anymore, i still feel that he is around me...Suddenly miss him so much...miss the way he talked to me...i read the letter he wrote to me last time, tears drop non stop...i miss him,i really have a long time dint see my dad d....even in dream, i rarely see him d
i can understand how my friend's mom feel as her mom just passed away,i know how's the feeling of lack of someone in the house,i understand well and i feel well...
auntie, be tough and u can overcome everything. I know you can as u always so tough. I support u....
love,
kaichur
well,his mom came to my house and have a long talk with my mom,it's usual as my mom n his mom is so close until they can chat alot...now only i know, he is so good guy 1..anyway,that's y i like him so much ...well, it's an impossible mission for us to be together. it's nice to know him more..
i just told him,to forget a person dear to someone's heart needs time. it really need time to forget a person that u love and like...i really love him before,but now,just treat him as my brother and someone that i respect...i know he can manage everything well,i support him all the way..
mooncake festival is a festival that a family will gather and celebrate together..though father not with us anymore, i still feel that he is around me...Suddenly miss him so much...miss the way he talked to me...i read the letter he wrote to me last time, tears drop non stop...i miss him,i really have a long time dint see my dad d....even in dream, i rarely see him d
i can understand how my friend's mom feel as her mom just passed away,i know how's the feeling of lack of someone in the house,i understand well and i feel well...
auntie, be tough and u can overcome everything. I know you can as u always so tough. I support u....
love,
kaichur
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